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星期五, 8月 31, 2007

LAST DAY @ STARHUB COMPANY









Time passes very fast, last memories in e STARHUB LTD company...
giving me a chance to be friends wif your...
friend forever good bye!!!

-------------------Welcome to the Devil Earth--------------- ; {2:27 下午}
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星期四, 8月 16, 2007

i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled,
i hate my life being controlled.
i my life n career being controlled by my hate n beloved brother control, he keep asking to do that n that i want to choose my own n myself life n career, but i will never be choosing my life n career. i feel like my life is totally not mind anymore from i born till now, y my life is so horror n everyday must stay inside my own n created dreamland den i can see my life is so good. but this won't be in the real world estate it. i try killing myself but nothing work on it, y this world want to create me out for...i only can feel pain but not die at all i hate myself......
I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MY LIFE, I HATE THAT NO ONE UNDERSTAND MY FEELIN, I HATE I CAN'T CHOOSE MY LIFE N CAREER, I HATE PPL BACK STUBBED ME...
if my next birthday wish come true,
1)i'll buy alot of insurance put my family member name,
2)write a farewell letter to all my beloved frends
3)GO DIE..........and never come back anymore

-------------------Welcome to the Devil Earth--------------- ; {1:50 上午}
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星期二, 8月 14, 2007

Wad the suck life i have been realise on it in my life.
i so stupid n idiot i treat one of my coli like nice frends, but she treat me as a idiot on her mind tought.
she is a malay person, she at my behide back stubbed me so many time when i started entering in the office.
i still treat her so nice when in the office, she sometime shouted at me when i just ask her something, she have been so rule to me.
fine for me lor she even infront of me laugh and say me bad thing. i today den realise that i never do anything on her.
and she treat me like this don't make me stand up to slap her den she know it.
study RP for veri big due issit. can bully me issit, i know u tell everyone abt me. but i tell if all the frends know me well should know me well lor. im not that kind of person that u say from ur suck n fucking mouth ok....
now in the office alot of frends don't believe in me nvm i can quit my job. still got alot outside job waiting for me lor. i never say u so child thinking lor veri good liao ok.
if i want to fight u sure lose me coz i got the prove that im not the wrong ok.
now i finally realise my brother say being a nice person to ppl will not get back the same issue, will only get back alot of stubbing behide u have give out.
so not to be nice to anyone and other ppl. i from today i'll become devil n evil to others ppl, is the world to force me become treat ppl nice return is the difference issue...


The ger i'm saying is beside me
she look so nice person but in her is so evil i treat her so nice, she back stubbed so many thing. i got nice n good thing i'll share wif her and she treat me like this i finally realise on that...it is too late for me to get back all my good frends in the office.

Too Be Contiune...

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